Date: April 27, 2025
Author: Lila Monroe

I don’t regret loving him. But sometimes, I wonder — was it really love?

I’ll never forget the time we spent together. Even though we only met five or six times, those moments felt like whole lifetimes crammed into hours. They meant everything to me. I even kept a journal back then, pouring my feelings onto the pages, writing about him like he was the sun in my sky.

There was something so special about the way I felt when we were together — like the world just paused for us. I wonder if he ever knew how much I loved him. Because honestly… it was a lot.

Elijah, I miss you more than I can even explain.
I still hold on to the tiny hope that maybe, someday, somewhere, we’ll find our way back to each other.