Date: April 27, 2025
Author: Noah Reyes

Lately, it feels like everything is falling apart. Everything’s just… so heavy. So depressing. I honestly hate my life sometimes.

I keep getting this feeling that everyone secretly hates being around me — or maybe they just outright hate me and I’m too blind to see it. I cry almost every night, and the worst part is, I have no idea who I can even talk to about it.

My parents? I’m scared to open up to them. They never really took me seriously before. And my friends… I don’t even know if I can call them that anymore. When I’m not around, they stay with people I can’t stand, and it feels like I’m just… disposable.

I hate feeling like this. I hate everything about it.
I’m sorry if I’m too much, but I just don’t want to be left out again.