April 24, 2025
I’ve been keeping this secret for a while now, and I’m not sure why it feels like such a weight on my chest. Maybe it’s the fear of judgment, or maybe it’s because I’m still trying to wrap my own mind around it. Either way, I finally decided to write it down somewhere, even if it’s just for me.
It all started a few months ago, when I first began wearing diapers during my period. At the time, it was purely practical. I’d been dealing with a heavy flow and, to be honest, I was tired of constantly having to change pads. A diaper seemed like a simple solution—less mess, fewer changes, more convenience. And I’ll admit, the convenience was there. But what I didn’t expect was how comfortable it felt. Like, really comfortable.
Over time, I started wearing them even when I wasn’t on my period, just because I liked the way they felt. I know that sounds strange, and I’m sure people will judge me for it, but there’s something about them that just feels… right. It’s soft, secure, and honestly, it feels like it provides a little extra support down there. On top of that, I’ve always had a weak bladder, and wearing them helps me avoid those embarrassing moments when I can’t make it to the bathroom in time.
I’ve tried to ignore it, to tell myself that it’s just a phase or that I’ll grow out of it. But the more I wear them, the more I realize that I actually enjoy it. It’s a strange combination of comfort and security, like having a cushion of protection that I didn’t know I needed.
Of course, I’m fully aware that it’s not something people typically talk about, and I’m sure there’s a ton of judgment waiting for me once this confession is out in the open. It’s not like I’m planning on making it a regular topic of conversation, but I just needed to admit it somewhere. I needed to say it out loud to someone, even if it’s just to an anonymous audience.
Maybe this will pass, or maybe it won’t. I don’t know. But for now, it’s my little secret, and it brings me a kind of comfort that I can’t seem to shake.
Author: Emma Collins
