Date: April 20, 2025
Author: Sarah Jones

Lately, I’ve been feeling really weird about myself. I don’t even know how to explain it. It’s like I’m changing day by day, and I can’t make sense of it. I’m a girl, and I’ve always thought I knew where I stood when it came to my feelings and my attractions. But recently, I’ve been having these strange dreams about my best friend, who is also a girl.

At first, it was just little things. Like, we were hanging out, and I felt this weird closeness in the dream. But last night? It was completely different. She was… well, naked, and we were doing things I never imagined would come up. It wasn’t like any dream I’ve ever had before, and when I woke up, I just felt embarrassed and confused.

The thing is, I’ve never thought of her like that, at least not consciously. We’ve always been close friends, and I really care about her, but now I’m wondering if there’s more to my feelings than I realized. I don’t know if this is just a phase or if there’s something deeper there. I’ve been avoiding her a bit since that dream, just because I’m scared of how things might change.

I never thought I’d be in a situation like this, and I definitely don’t want to make things awkward between us. I don’t even know if these dreams mean anything or if it’s just my mind running wild. But I can’t shake the feeling that something has shifted inside me, and I don’t know what to do about it.

I guess I’ll have to figure it out, but for now, it’s just so hard to look at her the same way again. I wish I knew what this all meant.