April 24, 2025
By Avery M. Davis

I’ve been feeling something… weird. I don’t even know how to describe it. It’s like a surge of emotions—love? Admiration? Adoration? It’s confusing as hell.

And the strangest part? It’s for my English teacher.
She’s a woman.

I don’t know what’s going on with me. I’m pretty sure I’m straight, but then again… Maybe this is just some weird attention-seeking thing. I mean, she’s always been so supportive of me. She gives me more “stage” to shine, especially since I’m pretty good at English (at least that’s what my classmates say). She encourages me, and I guess I just crave that validation. Maybe it’s all just that—me being starved for attention. But it doesn’t feel like that.

It’s more. And that’s the problem.

I don’t know if I’m just confused. Maybe it’s something deeper, or maybe it’s just a passing thing. I never thought I’d feel like this. And I’m scared to even admit it, because I don’t know what it means about me. Does it mean anything? Or is it just a momentary feeling, something I’ll look back on and laugh about?

I feel like I’m stuck in this limbo, and I can’t tell what’s real or just some weird phase. But it’s there. And I don’t know what to do with it.