Author: Carter Rowe

Date: April 27, 2025

Today’s been heavy.
I don’t really have anyone to talk to, so I’m just sitting with all of it. I woke up feeling like maybe I could push through, maybe I could at least get a workout in and feel better. I tried. I really did. I started the workout, but I kept stopping. Taking breaks. Feeling weak. My mind wasn’t there, and honestly, neither was my body. I didn’t even finish it.

It’s stupid, but it made me feel even worse. Like, if I can’t even get through a basic workout, what am I even doing? I can’t concentrate on anything today. I can’t focus, can’t get excited about anything. I’m just stuck in this fog, feeling like a failure at even the smallest things.

I know it’s just a bad day… but right now it feels like a reflection of who I am. And I don’t like what I see.